call of the voidwhenever I get the call of the void, I wonder if it’s about so much more than the urge itself.Nov 9, 2024Nov 9, 2024
Lately I’ve been feeling restless…and struggling to find the focus to really do anything about it.And last Friday was a delicious reminder to slow down, BE in the aimless, and find possibilities in the space created. But oh, it’s hard to…Sep 22, 2024Sep 22, 2024
I feel nauseous by a friend telling me they miss me.I am loved and it is horrible. I am loved and it is terrifying because what if they stop loving me?Jul 27, 2023Jul 27, 2023
Letting go of the anger at my have-nots feels like free falling.How alone my mother must have felt.Jun 18, 2022Jun 18, 2022
I wish my mom let down her shame so she could meet meI am heartbroken that I continue to feel like a vessel used by my mother to hold and hide her shame.Feb 23, 2022Feb 23, 2022
Dad picks at my scabs.I thought I learned that tendency from my cousin. She was always picking at her scabs and I never understood it until I tried and realized…Oct 7, 2021Oct 7, 2021
the most imperfect lRecently I’ve been discovering my ability to love people even when they hurt me. I used to think that was some sanctimonious…Jun 5, 2021Jun 5, 2021
Grandmother.I sit comfortably in my lovingly decorated, small but mighty city apartment. The living room faces the lit up courtyard, and my feet are…Jan 20, 2021Jan 20, 2021